It cant be true...!

It cant be true,that my trust was broken,
my hopes were shattered.
my dreams went askew...
it cant be true...

Protecting my dreams in my eyes,
to share them only with the choicest of people.
I cant believe,that choice was wrong,
and I was mistaken all along.

The hope of living a beautiful life,
was still alive in the soul.
The joy of being the cause for your happiness,
was still my goal!

Now the hope is lost and so am I,
feeling so helpless,not being able to look myself in the eye.
It cant be true that,the hope is no more,
and the memories we made together could turn so sour!

The ultimate feeling of emptiness,
without a hint of happiness.
Solitude is a pain and no more bliss,
it is myself that i now miss.

The hardest thing to face is that,
protector has turned traitor!
My worlds turned upside down
and a smile feels like a frown!

Belief is now in nobody,
I do not even trust myself.
It cant be true that,
this is a day i'm having to face!!!

Still looking forward for...

Hurled away into loneliness,
finding the self in deep mess!
Looking around everywhere for solutions,
not being able to let bygones be bygones...

Days once passed without me ceasing to smile,
now pass without giving me a reason to do so...
Rainbows and flowers that once filled the pathway,
have gone away without giving anybody a say!

Dark clouds and fears fill the sky,
tears and sorrow fill the eye.
Vision is fogged by thick mist,
joy has now started being shy!

Waiting for some magic to happen,
looking forward for things to change...
Someday the clouds shall go away,
giving bright sunshine the way!

Miracles still do happen,
happy endings are not dead.
Life is always eternal hope and i'm
still looking forward for things to change...!