Well,almost...

On a beautiful day like this,
a perfect platter for bliss.
All was perfect,not at all wrong,
almost nothing was amiss.

The not-so-clear skies,
with the clouds kissing them all over,
the ever-so-cool breeze,
setting in motion many a flower.

Holding each others hands,not letting go,
I asked time to go slow.
For once,my wishes were fulfilled,
by Time,by u and all I know.

My smile,then,was important to u,
such moments,for me,are few,
when I know that my happiness matters,
it sounds,to me,like something new.

That day was really mine,
be with me,and I'll be on cloud nine,
my life will be my own again,
and stars,for me,will shine.

Such a beautiful day,the view so perfect,
and nature playing the perfect host.
All was right,nothing at all wrong,
nothing was missing,
Well,almost...

Clueless...

When life gets so cruel,
defeats one in every duel...
where do you find the ray of hope...?
pain becomes,now,a dope!

Shattered by the hopelessness in sound,
battered by the storms around.
Where did those days vanish,
when opportunities were abound...?

When all doors close at once,
no light,not an ounce.
Groping around to find a way out,
with no faith and many a doubt.

Bang in the middle of this ocean called life,
finding no comfort,only strife.
Tossed about mercilessly by the waves,
never finding what this life craves...

Sailing in a boat without an oar,
having lost sight of the shore...
shouting for help and not finding it,
but trying and trying and trying some more...!

It cant be true...!

It cant be true,that my trust was broken,
my hopes were shattered.
my dreams went askew...
it cant be true...

Protecting my dreams in my eyes,
to share them only with the choicest of people.
I cant believe,that choice was wrong,
and I was mistaken all along.

The hope of living a beautiful life,
was still alive in the soul.
The joy of being the cause for your happiness,
was still my goal!

Now the hope is lost and so am I,
feeling so helpless,not being able to look myself in the eye.
It cant be true that,the hope is no more,
and the memories we made together could turn so sour!

The ultimate feeling of emptiness,
without a hint of happiness.
Solitude is a pain and no more bliss,
it is myself that i now miss.

The hardest thing to face is that,
protector has turned traitor!
My worlds turned upside down
and a smile feels like a frown!

Belief is now in nobody,
I do not even trust myself.
It cant be true that,
this is a day i'm having to face!!!

Still looking forward for...

Hurled away into loneliness,
finding the self in deep mess!
Looking around everywhere for solutions,
not being able to let bygones be bygones...

Days once passed without me ceasing to smile,
now pass without giving me a reason to do so...
Rainbows and flowers that once filled the pathway,
have gone away without giving anybody a say!

Dark clouds and fears fill the sky,
tears and sorrow fill the eye.
Vision is fogged by thick mist,
joy has now started being shy!

Waiting for some magic to happen,
looking forward for things to change...
Someday the clouds shall go away,
giving bright sunshine the way!

Miracles still do happen,
happy endings are not dead.
Life is always eternal hope and i'm
still looking forward for things to change...!